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on Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Indiscernible future
on Monday, December 13, 2010
Finally, only 1 day left until the final exam result is released. Well, for me.. this result will mark the end of my studies in university! 3 and a half years are spent, from Certificate IV until finally a bachelor!
For most of the students who are about to graduate, they will start questioning about their future. Where are they going to stay? What are they going to do after this? What will happen after they graduate? And the list of the questions will continue to go on and on... I think this is normal, since we are still young.
Regardless all of these worries, we have to fight for our future! Yes it is true that our future is still unseen, but again it comes back to ourself. Are we ready enough to start fighting for our own future? If the answer is not, then you'd better be. Because we are the one who will make our future. God's guidance will be necessarily needed, so always remember to pray whenever you feel lost or about to give up :)
Never be afraid of failure, but be afraid when you did nothing and regret it at the end..! Life is about falling down and getting up again, life is about learning. That's why, never think that you stop studying when you are officially graduated from university. In fact, (I think) you will just continue to study in the University of Life to get the Life Achievement and Fulfillment degree. Remember that there should be no regret in your life! Ganbatte ne~
mayayam ☺
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Regardless all of these worries, we have to fight for our future! Yes it is true that our future is still unseen, but again it comes back to ourself. Are we ready enough to start fighting for our own future? If the answer is not, then you'd better be. Because we are the one who will make our future. God's guidance will be necessarily needed, so always remember to pray whenever you feel lost or about to give up :)
Never be afraid of failure, but be afraid when you did nothing and regret it at the end..! Life is about falling down and getting up again, life is about learning. That's why, never think that you stop studying when you are officially graduated from university. In fact, (I think) you will just continue to study in the University of Life to get the Life Achievement and Fulfillment degree. Remember that there should be no regret in your life! Ganbatte ne~
mayayam ☺
Whaddup..??
on Saturday, December 11, 2010
It has been (almost) a month since my last post in this blog.. I have a lot of things that I want to write, but somehow my "laziness" disease has successfully attacked me! Oh well... So I end up with doing nothing. Even though I finished my exam quite early, I ended-up with working almost everyday, until I went back home to Indonesia! Wow~ I can't tell how happy I am when I finally met my family again :)
Some things that has occurred previously, such as my 'failed attempt' on the appeal for my IELTS writing results has successfully make me disappointed. Yes, I did hope a lot that they will marked up my mark (since it's only 0.5 mark to go!), but in fact.. they didn't. So here I am now, in my hometown, applying for my second IELTS test and hopefully I'll got the desired mark for my PR application. But the problem is...... I haven't prepare anything for the second test until now. I guess I will be busy studying IELTS for the next couple of days.
During this holiday, some plans has crossed into my mind, but as always I don't have the guts to try or to apply it. I hate myself when I become like this. I keep changing my mind, I keep thinking unnecessary things. And you know what, it makes me loose my focus, my plan. I even never think before that I will arrive at this stage, when I feel totally useless and have no idea about what is the purpose in my life. I become worry about a lot of "unknown-yet" things, which is actually silly, and I tend to stay at my comfort zone. Idle.
I know I'm wrong, yes. I don't know what I want, yes. I don't know what to do, absolutely.
I think now is the right time to go back to "HIM", the center of everything in this world. If you trust in HIM, nothing is impossible. He will make a way when there's no way, and He will provide when you have nothing. Yes, that is what I believe. One of my mistake is that I am puling myself away from HIM these few weeks. I don't mean to do that or purposively done that. I don't know, or what happened to me because I skipped church for 2 weeks already, and seldom pray. And now I feel horrible, I feel messed up, I am lost. I need HIM, my LORD. And I am the one who should change, not pulling myself away further from him but trying hard to get closer to HIM.
So yeah,.. That's what has happened to me recently. I am pathetic ( I think), but I (also) think that I still have time and chances. :)
Some things that has occurred previously, such as my 'failed attempt' on the appeal for my IELTS writing results has successfully make me disappointed. Yes, I did hope a lot that they will marked up my mark (since it's only 0.5 mark to go!), but in fact.. they didn't. So here I am now, in my hometown, applying for my second IELTS test and hopefully I'll got the desired mark for my PR application. But the problem is...... I haven't prepare anything for the second test until now. I guess I will be busy studying IELTS for the next couple of days.
During this holiday, some plans has crossed into my mind, but as always I don't have the guts to try or to apply it. I hate myself when I become like this. I keep changing my mind, I keep thinking unnecessary things. And you know what, it makes me loose my focus, my plan. I even never think before that I will arrive at this stage, when I feel totally useless and have no idea about what is the purpose in my life. I become worry about a lot of "unknown-yet" things, which is actually silly, and I tend to stay at my comfort zone. Idle.
I know I'm wrong, yes. I don't know what I want, yes. I don't know what to do, absolutely.
I think now is the right time to go back to "HIM", the center of everything in this world. If you trust in HIM, nothing is impossible. He will make a way when there's no way, and He will provide when you have nothing. Yes, that is what I believe. One of my mistake is that I am puling myself away from HIM these few weeks. I don't mean to do that or purposively done that. I don't know, or what happened to me because I skipped church for 2 weeks already, and seldom pray. And now I feel horrible, I feel messed up, I am lost. I need HIM, my LORD. And I am the one who should change, not pulling myself away further from him but trying hard to get closer to HIM.
So yeah,.. That's what has happened to me recently. I am pathetic ( I think), but I (also) think that I still have time and chances. :)
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