Heiyaaa, It's been a while since my last post, huhhh... ? ;p I'm being lazy this few weeks, a chronic lazyness I guess.. Firstly, I want to write a quick review about what has happened in my life recently. I can say that this few weeks is my worst week in this year,.. :( I fail all of my tests, I gain weight, a lot of friendship issues come up, PLUS my bad mood that make me have no confidence at all and start to think negatively about my life. It's a tough week, and luckily is getting better right now. Praise the Lord! :D
Okay, so let me start my story about last Retreat that I joined! It's Sianna's church camp located in Down south from Sept 25th to Sept 27th. Because me and Sian were having an awful TAX mid-test on the 25th, so we arrive there late!
Day1 I dont know anyone there except Sian and Leslie (which I'm not really close with), and unfortunately they separate me and Sian into different groups! WORSE, only a few people in my group and I'm in the same group with Om Yusak-who is the priest of this church. So actually, only me and Markus (my group-mate) are in the groups during the whole sessions! The other members are Alvin, who has to follow the Sunday School session and another husband & wife who is too busy taking care of their son. OMG!!! I feel like I want to cry and go home directly... The situation's too weird, I don't know anyone, I can't talk to anyone, and have to be alone for most of the time :( And you should know the fact that I HATE BEING ALONE... So can you imagine how I felt at that time?
Day2 The day before was hell, but yeah.. GOD is GOOD!! Everything's getting much-much- much better in this day. I can accept being alone for a while, and I can try to communicate with others as well. So actually, this day is good! And yeahhh, some people even approach me and chat with me, therefore I don't have to be alone anymore! hahahaha Yeayyyy !!! :D Oh yeah, and due to some reason, my group's combined with another groups (just for this day). Andd... yeah, it's better since you have more people for the discussion. Hehehehe
BUT, you can be happy all the time right? At night, after we finish our activity me and Sian was preparing staff for our talent show on the next day when we heard some shocking news. It is a SHOCKING news... I can't tell whether to be happy or sad :[ However, always remember that GOD IS GOOD! So, just take the positive aspects from this news, and I can say that actually this is good for me. I think I can smile right now and be happy. Just forget about the shit. :p
Day3 This is the last day! Finally, heading home!!! hahahaha Even tough at first I feel like I want to go home soon, but actually in this last day... I want to stay there longer if I can. hahaha It's because I already started to get along with the people there, especially those CUTE KIDS!! (OMG, they're so NICE and CUTE >___<) Oh well, then we end this retreat activity with BBQ and photo session (can't wait for the photos to be uploaded on FB!)
Yipppiii,... that's a short story about my Retreat last week :D hehehehe Overall, I feel that I'm lucky enough to participate in that church. I can get a lot of things from there, a lesson to learn, meeting new people and friends, and the most important is... I can know more about my GOD. After this church activity, I feel like I have to change myself and dedicate myself more to GOD, for He's the one who always there for me and He's the one who has given me everything! I should do something for HIM and thus.. I'll try to give Him my life. I know that maybe I cant directly give Him my 100%, but I promise that I'll try little by little so I can be what HE wants me to be :) I'm proud of my GOD! Oh yeah and lastly, what I learnt (again) is that we have to be grateful for everything we have, and always keep it in mind! Kyaaaa!!!!!!! I'm so happy! hihihihihihi XD
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